Chapter 5: Strange feelings

That night I did not sleep very well (that was worst than usual). Yuki was really warm and soft so I snuggled him a lot. I was doing really strange dreams about me going away with Yuki, but where to go I don’t have any money…

Then I was dreaming about Yan, this guy on my physic class that asked me what I was going to do last night, maybe he is interested in me… Then I heard him in my head…

- Yes I would come if you ask me…
- But I don’t know anything about you…
- …

I woke up, surprised and sweating. Yuki was just in front of me, really surprised too. **I surely woke him up. ** I caressed his neck and he seemed to enjoy it, then he began to snore. It was like a lullaby, I quickly fell asleep. When I woke up in the morning, Yuki was licking my face. It was time to go school so I was happy that he did it.

I walked to the school with him and asked him to be at our meting point at the end of school **really smarts this dog! ** I arrived in class and Yan wasn’t there yet. He arrived late this morning and seems a little bit… angry?

- So… how was it with your friend last night… did you had fun
- Euh… yes we did a lot of things…
- … (blush) Soraya… I have something… important for you to…
- (professor voice) Mister Leblanc you have time out of the class to discuss please do your work.

During all the class I wondered what Yan wanted to talk about… I was not sure that a guy like him could be attracted by a girl like me. He was the prettiest man I ever seen and I was so… ordinary. I was asking me a question over and over. How could I trust a man anymore? All question that I could not have answer yet because when the class ended, he left very quickly.

So many questions without answer…